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so..I had unbelievable strong feelings for the wrong person - for more than a year. I’ve ruined a lot with these feelings. for example a friendship of 20 years. I could not work, I could not sleep and I cried several times a day.
now these feelings are completely gone - from one day to another - without any special reason.
and instead of being happy that my pain is finally away, I feel a lot of sorrow and a kind of panic: my only goal or dream is also gone. again I have nothing to wait..please shoot me